I am sorry ...

I came to see you today..
but something has changed..

I know that you are disappointed to me..
I can feel your disappointment.
The way you talk has changed..
And your eyes tell something different..

I really do apologize..
I am sorry..
I don't really mean to do that..
I don't know that it will disappoint you..
and I never imagine, it will be that much..

I feel really bad and I am very sad.. 

I really appreciate all your supports to me..
I am so grateful to have all of those with me..
You can be disappointed since you care to me.
Deeply from my heart, I am so sorry..


I am sorry..

Now, I promise you, as I promise to myself.
I will do better so that I will not let you be disappointed. 

I cannot guarantee anything to you..
but, I promise you, as I promise to myself..
I will try my best..

Thank you very much for all your supports and helps..
Deep bow in gratitude..

Leiden, Feb 14, 2011..